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<0> I'm not that curious. I see people on drugs and it just looks stupid
<1> oh, i am
<0> I've never even had a cigarette or alcohol
<1> and i'm curious about the ones i havent tried yet
<1> Nanobot: i've had both
<1> Nanobot: void cigarettes
<1> *avoid
<1> extremely addictive
<1> i dont know how you could go through life having not experienced drugs thouhg
<1> Nanobot: do you avoid *** for the same reason?
<0> The work needed to get to *** isn't worth it at this point in my life
<0> It also isn't that big of a deal for me
<1> strange
<2> <1> sipher: my gut feeling is that its okay in low/moderae doses <-- no way.. before meth was really understood cops would do raids without masks.. and now they all have severe forms of untreatable cancers
<0> Like I said, I'm genuinely very happy the way I currently live.
<1> sipher: err, not meth
<1> sipher: dxm
<1> Nanobot: thats wild
<1> Nanobot: you probably have something wrong with you
<0> It's strange to me that you find that weird.
<2> ah
<1> Nanobot: i bet you're chemically inbalanced to the point you're high all the time and dont even realize it
<1> Nanobot: do you have any *** drive?
<1> sipher: yeah, i really love it
<0> All drug users seem to have the same reaction. "Wow, you're happy just the way you are? No way!" while all people who have never used drugs seem to feel the same way as me
<1> Nanobot: i know very few people like you
<0> hax: Sure I do. I have my own little collections of this and that. :)
<1> Nanobot: hmm
<1> Nanobot: i only ask because if you didn't, it'd be a sign of your levels being ****ed
<1> not sure what your deal is then
<0> But I usually don't use any material for my happy sessions. Imagination does the trick better than anything else I have
<1> sipher: its the best high you can buy over the counter for $4 anyway
<1> Nanobot: i dunno man, i dont know any other happy drug free people
<1> Nanobot: are you in good physical condition?
<0> What other drug free people do you know?
<0> Yeah
<1> Nanobot: many irl
<1> all miserable
<0> I walk everywhere I go
<0> Why did they choose not to do drugs?
<1> Nanobot: health concerns
<1> also ignorance, imho
<1> and out of them, i only know like... 1 or 2 maybe who havent drank alcohol
<2> crystal is crazy with audio hallucinations.. you hear full on conversations between people you know
<1> sipher: you probably burn a fever something fierce too
<0> hax: Hah. Well alcohol counts in my book
<1> Nanobot: yeah man, i dunno, you're strange
<1> Nanobot: are you particularly financially secure?
<0> I mean, a little bit of alcohol isn't bad for you, but grape juice or prune juice is better
<1> ...
<1> Nanobot: i'm going to get to the bottom of this
<1> heh
<0> I just got a promotion and I'm making a lot more than I'm spending
<1> you're still schooling part-time right?
<2> regular light alcohol consumption is good for you
<0> Not at the moment, but I'll be taking a couple cl***es the next semester
<1> hmm
<0> sipher: Not any better than grape juice or prune juice.
<2> Nanobot: For some things it is
<1> Nanobot: how's family life?
<0> I drink a lot of grape juice.
<0> It gives me a buzz
<1> Nanobot: you live at home? or by yourself?
<1> you have no idea what a buzz is
<1> lol
<0> At home, but I'll probably move out within a year
<1> sipher: ever try dxm?
<1> Nanobot: and i guess you like living at home?
<2> nope
<0> hax: It's enough of a buzz to well satisfy me.
<1> sipher: it's pretty good
<0> hax: No
<0> hax: I mean, financially, sure, but I'd prefer to have my own space
<1> sipher: http://images.google.com/images?q=coughgels&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&client=firefox-a&sa=N&tab=wi
<1> sipher: next time you're at the store, give it a go
<1> Nanobot: interesting
<1> Nanobot: well, i have to say, i'm jealous
<0> Actually, having a good active imagination is probably the key. Every night I make up movies in my head as I go to sleep.
<0> Play out little fantasies and stuff.
<1> Nanobot: wait, why arent you asleep?
<1> only depressed people are up this late at night
<0> I took a longer-than-expected nap a few hours ago
<1> oh
<1> well
<1> hrm
<0> And I'm a bit hungry
<0> Carl's Jr. is open, but I already went there today. :/
<1> Nanobot: and you know other people like you? also happy and drug free?
<0> Yeah
<1> ...
<2> I intentionally smashed my sleep schedual so I can be up at 3am tomarrow to go get a Wii
<0> I can honestly say that the most depressed people I know are regular drug users and most of the happiest people I know don't use drugs
<1> sipher: nice
<1> Nanobot: do you have like irl friends you hang out with?
<0> And alcohol definitely counts
<1> or mostly a loner?
<0> In high school I did, but they went to different colleges. At the community college, people come and go quickly.
<0> But lately I've been hanging out with my co-workers a lot
<1> hmm
<1> Nanobot: and you're seriously happy?
<0> Yeah
<0> Probably the happiest I've ever been in my life lately
<2> dude.. I think it's weird that you can't imagine people being happy without drugs
<1> maybe
<1> my understanding was life ****s... and then you get high
<0> My happiness isn't superficial. I'm truly content with myself.
<2> You're gonna be like that guy that ODed/died live on IRC and webcam
<1> sipher: "i told u i was hardcore" :P
<1> Nanobot: thats ****ed up
<0> :|
<0> It's normal
<0> Most people are ****ed up
<1> i dont believe it
<1> most people aren't happy
<0> Largely because of things like drugs and media brainwashing
<0> What I mean by normal is the absence of drugs and media brainwashing
<1> i dont know very many of those
<1> i've trie
<1> *tried
<1> honestly
<1> to be drug free and happy and soforth
<1> i just dont know how you do it
<0> Back in early junior high I was suicidal.
<1> i guess that turned out well?
<2> heh
<0> Then I let go of my faulty life philosophies and developed what I have now
<1> what exactly is it you have now?
<0> I used to be very much a puppet of society, never really thinking outside the box
<1> i've been indifferent to death almost as long as i can remember... not really suicidal at the moment though
<1> Nanobot: so now how do you think?
<0> On a rational basis. As I broke down my past framework and developed a new one, life started gaining some meaning
<3> is anyone knowledgable about purchasing and selling websites, if so please pm me.
<1> Nanobot: give me one concrete example
<0> At first I believed that we lived to serve God, and it was VERY unfulfilling. I felt like a slave to my surroundings. Then I started questioning the existence of a god and I saw the "purpose" of life as a biological purpose. That was also very unfulfilling. But then I saw life as drives from internal motivators and from that I built a very fulfilling framework for life.
<0> Concrete? Hm...
<0> I dunno. What topic?
<1> i dont know
<1> i guess that makes some sort of sense
<0> Like why are we driven to be good to others?
<1> we arent
<0> Sure we are
<1> doubtful
<0> The conscience is a natural biological development through evolution. It helps us work as a society.
<1> so how are you not bitter/angry/lustful?
<0> The human race is tribal by nature. Without natural drives to work in a social system, we wouldn't survive in the wild.
<0> Why would I be?
<1> because the world around you is an unforgiving place filled with many many miserable inhabitants?
<2> not bitter or angry but lustful, yes
<1> sipher: i'm rockin the trifecta :)
<0> hax: Uh... you must live in a bad place
<1> Nanobot: it's called jersey
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