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<0> i am a hacker
<1> Soo
<1> I found a street near me called 'Heron Road'
<1> :D
<1> You'd all be my bitches when you see me reppin a HERON ROAD sign from a chain round my neck
<1> or even like
<1> ****in ...welded to my lunchbox
<1> the one that i use for work
<2> boss better give me a raise
<2> raise
<2> bitchas
<3> BLEH!
<4> someone should talk
<4> anyone awake yet?
<5> talk about what?
<4> anything really
<4> it's 5am here
<4> and I can't sleep
<5> hmm
<5> im uber depressed
<5> and cant think
<5> you in the midwest
<5> ?
<4> yep
<5> its 6:20
<4> ah, you on the east coast then
<5> yes
<4> what state
<5> ky
<4> cool
<4> you use?
<5> where are you?
<4> illinois
<5> hmm
<5> heroin, not really... ive done it a few times
<4> anything else?
<4> and how can you only do it a few times?
<4> heroin is the best
<5> well, i LOVE psychedelics.... there was a few years when it was impossible to find those... so i started taking dxm to 'tryp' and then a friend gave me a few OCs he had, alot of reasons really but lack of psychedelics was one of the main ones that i tried OCs, methadone, and eventually heroin
<5> the guy who gave me the OCs got on it
<5> but luckly by then i had found RC sites online, so could just order psychedelics that way
<5> weird thing happeneds too now, when i take heroin i cry soooo much that next day eyes are poofy
<5> so i dont do that much
<4> wait, what's RC?
<5> research chemicals
<4> so, you can order the stuff?
<5> you can order psychedelics...
<5> tho thats getting more difficult
<4> I've really been wanting some
<4> but as you said, it's hard to find
<4> I want either lsd or dmt real bad
<4> you ever try dmt?
<5> its not too hard, but im picky
<5> no
<5> tryptamines mess with my body
<4> what's meth like?
<4> I heard it's a lot like cocaine
<5> methampetimine?
<5> dunno
<5> coke is sometimes not like cokce
<4> there's no psychadelics involved though, is there?
<5> no
<4> hmm
<5> meth is good if you have ADD
<5> well bad
<5> bad in the sense that its usually horrible purity
<5> good in the sense that it helps you focus
<5> alot of people cannot afford health care in the US
<5> they self medicate
<4> I don't like the idea of the stuff, just because of the idea of some dirty garage meth lab
<5> yeah, adderall is the same thing
<5> tho legal with a prescription
<4> I wish I could get prescribed some kind of anti-depressant
<5> not same exact chemically, but same effects and its still amphetimine
<5> dunno
<4> that's the main reason I take **** I think
<5> anti-depressants get me depressed
<4> stuff makes me feel better
<5> nothing works anymore for me
<5> because i feel like crap about so much
<4> I haven't come across anything that makes me feel worse
<4> except alcohol
<5> yeah that does the job
<4> coming down off heroin though is horrible
<4> when I was going through withdrawls
<4> it was probably the worst thing I've ever experienced
<5> heroin is not good for solving problems
<4> heroin would be find if it wasn't so god damn addictive
<4> gives a wicked stomach ache too if you take a little much
<5> i only ever sniff it
<4> me too
<4> tried shooting it for the first time the other day
<4> ended up with two blisters of heroin
<4> : /
<5> heh
<5> sounds like you did it wrong
<4> well
<4> I did everything right basically
<4> but I'm just really afraid of needles
<4> so I think I went through the vein, or not in far enough
<4> as it was hard to concentrate on it well enough to do it right
<4> for being high off it right now, I'm typing rather wll
<4> well
<4> of course
<4> and I'm tired as ****, but can't sleep
<5> really i feel sooo down right now
<4> why?
<5> alot of things of course
<5> i cannot concentrate
<5> because of so much crap in my mind
<5> this is cause me to be unable to work on anything
<5> which is causing me to get depressed because i feel useless
<5> and i do nothing
<5> because if i do something 'fun' then i feel guilty
<5> for not doing what i need to do
<4> lol, dude
<4> I got the same thing going on
<4> I just quit my job last saturday
<4> and I've been feeling like too much **** to go look for a job actively
<4> and then I feel worse because I know I'm losing money
<4> and even worse when I actually go somewhere and try to have a decent time
<5> tis alll great
<5> what was it you did?
<5> when you worked
<4> I was a manager at a fazoli's
<5> Italian Food, Fast
<4> yeah, right
<4> nasty ****
<5> i liked it
<5> still do
<4> ick
<4> well
<4> try working there for 4 years
<4> see if you like it then
<5> never worked in food
<4> come home every night smelling like that nasty garlic butter
<4> ugh
<5> yummm
<4> well, fazoli's was my first job, and if every food place is like that
<4> I advice you never try it
<5> i need to go pee, but ill be back, here is cute pic from a magazine i was browing earlier, im really suprized they rip whole magazines now hehe
<5> http://www.ld50.hu/vu/glb10/glb10_103.jpg
<5> you p***ed out yet?
<4> n o
<4> lol
<4> I keep nodding off though
<4> and I need to go to a job interview in like
<4> an hour and a halg
<4> half
<4> I'll just have to do some coke
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